hello rups
Interesting you should ask such a question.
i have been doing pretty well, on a forum regularly with supportive fans from all over the world (and some of the moderators had met him)
but i was lying awake last night in prayer, and just felt the tears well up again when i was listening to the tail end of his gospel song
"will you be there?' hearing his voice, was so incredibly real, it was haunting and trembling and his tears can be heard through the song, and you know its not fake, when i think of all the struggles he dealt with daily, including the allegations and his childhood which was stolen from him by his father, i cried and cried, then prayed that he really was safe in heaven, and the chariot had come to take him home
without that hope he is in a better place, i would be devastated
one thing that hurts is that i will not be able to meet him on earth, nor have the hope of it,none of us will because he is gone forever and that stung pretty intensely last night
so yes i know exactly what you mean
and agree with you fully
but in the sadness and grief, we must
1. Ignore the ignorant haters who were to ignorant to appreciate Michael
2. keep looking above, and believing in our spirits that his has been called home to glory and he is not in any more pain or hurt
3. Pray that is family, Janet, marlon, katherine, tito, Rebbie, randy, jackie, and especially the children are coping :)